The light is never gone, it may be hidden behind the darkness and is
ready to slip through any cracks it may find.
And a crack only occurs following some sort of break…
Beautiful night–yes, even this dark one is beautiful.
Recently, I received a message from a guy that I was completely and utterly in love with. He ignited in me a love for myself that, at the time, I could only see through his eyes. I saw that I was perfect and how lovable I could be.
This began a journey for me to MY SELF, not my Ego, but my SOUL.
I was so happy to hear from him. It almost felt like everything between us was just a dream, but no…with him contacting me and establishing a more open connection, I felt like he IS REAL.
When we began conversing, I noticed that the dialogue was very similar, on his end, to the way we used to speak to one another. The emotional connection is still there and strong but for me it was different and I was also so much more appreciative of him.
I knew that no matter what happened between us now, it would never affect the feelings he had for me then and that he still expressed to me now.
The big difference is me. How much I have changed, grown, matured. The love for him was there, but the attraction was gone. This is so amazing to me. And even more than that, at the time we met I needed him so much to validate, accept, approve of and love me and I needed this from HIM and I didn’t want it from anyone else.
Now, I didn’t need that anymore because I KNOW IAM LOVED, not just by him but by God, the Universe and more important than even God or the Universe, I was loved by me.
I could fall into another illusion as I did in the past. The illusion of fantasy, attachment, fear of loss, fear of rejection, but my emotions are stable, calm and my mind clear.
I know that this guy contacting me is just a test from the Universe. Iam sure that an agreement was made between us many life time’s ago and deliberately created by me through my Higher Self to give me an opportunity to gain awareness of the change in my vibe and to break another cycle.
The truth is he loves me very much. He agreed to play this part in order for me to learn, grow and succeed. Iam grateful to him and love him so much.
I know that loving myself and becoming more aligned with God, the Universe and my Higher Self, I succeed and will continue to have success.
Awareness. Success. Enlightenment.
Enlightenment: succeeding to be your True Self in alignment with the Divine–God & the Universe.
Self-awareness is your true self which is ever-present and unlimited. This is your essential reality and this awareness is always there in the background of every thought and action. The ego is your self built on the belief in separation. Its entire activity is directed toward survival, defense and desperation. To eliminate negativity, separation and the feeling of overwhelm, you don’t need discipline or will power—you simply need to recognize your true nature as pure awareness.
Be a friend to yourself first–self love, self respect…
Love yourself first. Otherwise, we give to others and then we are bitter and resentful they don’t give to us. But if you give to yourself first, and use the overflow of your cup to give to others,
the more you give, the more your cup will fill
First you have to fill it.
That’s the trick.